i am soooo tired right now i think im seeing things in my periferal vision. its all blurry and shaking, but im stuck in the library now. ill prolly go to the nurse next period and sleep tho. oh well, alot of shits going on. for starters, i talked to my dad about all the shit thats been going on, like the drug abuse and me needing to go to halbrooke. it felt good to get that off my chest, considering it was bothering me. on the side, i got the worst cold ever. im coughing, sneezing, headachy, and i got a really sore throat. it sucks. oh well, thats all thats really going on, except for the fact that scott's girlfriend talked to me today. i was surprised he didnt tell her to hate me, because it sure didnt feel that way. maybe things have died down more. i just wish we could still be together, after all, we've been best friends since fourth grade till jr year. now he wont even talk to me. end of period im out